Since the last critic i've been working really hard on what's next... which for me is throwing pawns. chess is just such a curious game, but i tend to think of myself as a pawn in life. i serve a purpose but am very average and sometimes disposable.
the main thing i've been thinking about is what's next after school, and frankly its really scary. so how do i find a job thats not completely miserable... networking... what a stressful concept... i'm pretty shy around new people. so ultimately when i'm not paralyzed by the fear of the unknown i'm thinking about relationships and how to interact with people. so if i'm the queen (powerful but completely powerless) the real world and all its stress are the pawns attacking from all sides.